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C[ k[
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pN t[ Fm<myi<dini[ kyir[y li[p n kr[.”
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jiy. S[KcÓ)n) vit {aiKi[ p\s>g
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sBimi> hijr) ai[C) Ye ge! ai bF)
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yi[g)bipi an[ p\m&KAvim)n&> Jvn ji[y&> C[. bF&> smj[ C[, bF) Kbr pD[ C[. (dÃh)
axrFimmi> m*(t<ai[ni (s>hisn t]yir Ye gyi hti. Avim) dS<n[ aiÄyi, trt j BIktn>dn
Avim)n[ kH&> k[ ai (s>hisnni j[ gi[K Kil) C[ t[mi> m*(t<ai[
pFiriv) hi[y ti[ si$> ligS[.
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d)n.
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mhirij an[ Avim) ai li[kmi> a(tSy dyi kr)n[
pFiyi< an[ mn&Oy j[vi Yyi C[.
ai Jvn[
d[hi(Bmin$p) ki>Ti[ vi³yi[ C[. ah)> ti[ ki>Ti ji[vi nY) mLti>. g&libni Ci[D upr ki>Ti hi[y t[ lig[.
t[n[ kiQvi miT[ si[yn) j$r pD[. ai
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C[. k)D)ni[ ki>Ti[ kiQvi miT[ s&Èm siFn ji[ea[. {k)D)n[ ki>Ti[ vig[?} k)D) ti[ piN)mi> pN nY) D*bt)! kh[vini[ mtlb a[ C[ k[ ai Jvn[ Kbr pD[ k[
Sr)rmi> ki>Ti[ C[ t[ d*r krvi miT[ (vriTAv$p pi[t[ mn&Oy$p g\hN kr)
aipNn[ b\M$p krvi miT[ pFiyi< C[.
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smymi> GNi bFi s>p\diyi[ g&jritmi> hti.#iN p\kirni mig<
apniÄyi. (Sxip#i)mi> mhirij[ (Sv an[
gNp(tni p*jnn&> kH&> C[.
kH&> k[ aidrY) nmAkir krvi.
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(SvJn[ piN) n ai¼y&>, an[ rimc>ÙJni hiYmi> ¼yili[ aip) d)Fi[. Si
miT[ n ai¼y&>? (SvJ ti[ mh[min
hti n[! kH&> k[ h&> aip&> t[ krti> tm[ aipi[ t[ vFir[
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pZ¸v)n[ (vP[ jºm Yyi[ hi[y an[ jºm Fr)n[ t[N[ j[ j[ c(r#i kyi< hi[y an[ j[
j[ aicrN kyi< hi[y t[ aicrNn[ (vP[ Fm< pN sh[j[ aiv) jiy an[ t[ eOTd[vni[
m(hmi pN aiv) jiy.”
myi<di hi[y ti[
p(tv\tin) BIkt (sÜ Yiy. ai simiºy BIkt
nY). gQDi m¹yni 16mi> aK>Din>d Avim)ni[ p\â:
“mi>din[ ti[ kr)ni[ (nym
hi[y j[ aiTli Idvs j kr) riKv) t[m kÃyiNni siFnni[ pN ki[e (nym C[ k[ nY)?” mhirij u_ir kr[ C[ k[ “.. .. ..an[k jºm[ kr)n[
s>(sÜ Yyi[ j[ yi[g) n[ j[ prmpdn[ pim[ C[ a[ m>d ~ÜiviLini[ px C[. an[
j[n[ bLvin ~Üi hi[y t[ ti[ tRkiL (sÜ Yiy C[.” b[ p\kirni Bkt C[. m>d
~ÜiviLi[ hi[y t[n[ ti[ GN[k jºm[ kr)n[ siFnn) p\iI¼t Yiy C[. an[ kl kr[ si[ aij
kr-t)v\ ~ÜiviLi[ hi[y, j[m ki[e p&$P kiS)a[ jti[ hi[y n[ t[ aiKi (dvsmi>
b[ j Dgli> cilti[ hi[y t[n[ ti[ kiS)a[ jti> bh& (dvs lig[, an[ j[
ri[jni v)s v)s giu cilvi lig[ ti[ Yi[Dik j (dvs lig[. . . .”
l>Dn,
si[mvir, ti.15m) ai[kTi[br, 2007.
p\ i t: s
Bi.
p*jy ain>dAv$p Avim).
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t[n) p\(txi kr) rHi hti. ah)>ni STANSTEAD a[rpi[T< prY) ¼l[n upDy&> {ai(f\kiY)
(Skigi[ jti>} Ryir[ bipi K*b riJ Yyi hti.
s>ti[ h(rBkti[ siY[ Ryir[ k[Tl)k viti[ Ye, t[mi> a[ vit pN n)kL[l)
k[ bipi am[(rkiY) s)Fi ai[AT^[l)yi jvini C[, an[ ah)> nY) aivvini! a[v) afviai[ vh[t) Ye ht). bipia[ Ryir[ ci[KvT krti> kh[l k[
a[v&> nY), l>Dn ti[ aivvin&> j C[! aiv) pN gyi, an[ 21 (dvs ti[ kyi> psir Ye
gyi t[n) Kbr pN n pD). kiL (AYr Ye jiy
C[. bFij Avim)mi> ji[Diy[li hti>.
jyir[ bipi aiÄyi RyirY) ri[j vh[li Uqvin&> an[ mi[Di
s*vin&>! kil[ (nri>t. mi[Ti Bignin[! {mi[Di UqS[} kil[ s&rj n(h
d[Kiy.
Avim)bipi s>AYin[ K*b vfidir rHi
C[[. s>AYi a[Tl[ Bkti[, m>(dr.
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nY). h>m[Si Bkti[ k[m riJ Yiy, t[ j
(vcir. kil[ svir[ m&>be
phi[>cS[. aipN[ bipini (vcrNmi>Y)
S&> S)Kvin&? Si miT[ bipi
aiv[ C[! l>Dnmi> frvi miT[ k[
ji[vi miT[ nY) aivti. m&Ñin)
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gm[ Ryi> hi[ea[, pN kYiviti<n&< an[ s[vin&> Äysn piD)
d[v&>. ai vit ØQ Yiy ti[ Avim)
riJ Yiy.
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j[ aiv) r)t[ n[#in) ØIOT ni(ski upr riKv) tYi g\iÀyviti< n si>BLv).”
pi[tini[
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Fm< piLvi, p*jipiq krvi, jri vh[li Uq)a[ ti[ p*ji bri[br Yiy.p*ji kyi<
(sviy piN) pN n p)viy.
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